The Real Now

Sometimes, I feel, I understand the universe, and the very next moment I feel like, chuck this whole curiosity.

You know, it’s very intimidating, this vastness and depth of the thought. The belief in one creator, the ultimate force , the origin of universe and the journey towards such an inquiry is very obvious and has many paths. Science, spirituality, faith and so on.

 I feel, the thought of  singularity is a failure and only duality can effectively explain 'oneness'.
 Even to say one you need one.
This philosophy to some extent kills my curiosity. I don't submit to this philosophy or surrender, but yet I  admire its rationale and deep thought thus a moment of appreciating the beauty of such an idea exists.

That moment to me is when one is a real theist and that quality of mind to me is called religious in itself.

This is a wonderful experience of momentary enlightenment. As a whole this mind is still very ignorant.

But in one’s life at several occasions mind experiences ultimate joy, fulfilment and bliss.

That’s when I see a theist in the mind and thought. A theist who is in agreement with his being and with the rest of the Universe and all this with complete consciousness.

This is the real beauty of being alive and the power of seeing the beauty of now and here.

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